
I don't create recipes. I won't pay to make my blog be pretty. I won't pay for a domain so get used to typing in .blogspot.com hahaha.
I will share my authentic journey with you here. That includes the times when I really just want to eat a Justin's peanut butter cup and so I do... and then I eat five more!
I have been overweight my entire life. People thought it was cute when I was a child. Then I got into middle school and was the fat kid. I probably had my first Slimfast in high school. My grandma raised me and we used to freeze the chocolate ones with pineapples and enjoy them as a healthy dessert. I attended weight watchers meetings in high school as well. I'm the poster child for growing up fat and being told that was bad.
So I dated in college, as a fat girl. One summer I went to Kentucky with my then boyfriend and we walked all over that hick town, and we didn't really eat much because we were broke teenagers (I was 19, and I guess he was 20). I can't express the hurt I felt every time my grandmother would tell me to just get out there and walk because I had lost so much weight that summer when I was in Kentucky! Little did she know I was being sexually, and physically, and emotionally abused by him and we weren't eating but maybe once a day. I know she didn't mean it to be mean, but it hurt every single time.
I fell in love as a fat girl and got married as a fat girl. I went to weight watchers meetings and then I joined Beachbody, and my weight increased, and increased, and increased. My husband got orders to Okinawa, Japan in 2014. So we took three weeks to travel cross-country from California to Virginia and South Carolina to visit our families before we moved. I inched up in weight over those three weeks eating everything we "would never be able to eat again!"
In the fall, after one crazy international move, I had reached my heaviest weight: 328 pounds. How did it even happen? I don't even remember it happening, but there is was on the scale. I got serious: I started walking and doing Beachbody workouts, and the 21DayFix, and drinking my daily shakeology. It wasn't working for me and man, was that defeating.
Nothing was working for me and I tried everything. Finally, in July of 2017, I jumped feet first into Whole30! I had tried it and failed before our move to Okinawa, and it was BAD! I knew it would be hard, but I had to do SOMETHING.
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Grocery shopping for my first round of Whole30 in July, 2017! |
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